Anyhow,
this particular horse came to me pretty defensive about most things in life and
certainly when it came to anything around his legs. His nature in general would appear to most
horse folks “relaxed” or “quiet.” What I
was “translating” was that he was mentally shut down, or unavailable, and his
resistance made him appear, slow and quiet, whereas I saw a horse constantly
looking for “a way out” from anything associated with humans.
I’ve
mentioned in past blogs about Not Embracing the Brace, Filling the Holes in
your Horsemanship, and so on… this horse is the absolute epitome of why I at
times might seem a bit “over the top” in really laying down the basics and
creating clear communication. Any time
something concerned, bothered, or worried him, he’d mentally check out and
physically “lock up” or “blast” his body in any direction possible, including
considering running over the top of me.
In scenarios away from the other horses he’d seem like he was “in your
pocket,” but in reality it was the lessor of two evils- him being alone, or him
being “with” a human.
With
the distraction of other horses, if he was loose, I witnessed him actually
consider climbing my four foot metal gate to put himself back into the pasture to
be with the other horses. Even in the
herd, he had a hard time respecting the “leader” and had quite a few marks from
his “delayed response” after being warned by the herd leader.
The
first time I was working him in the round pen (he happened to be trotting) and
the horses on the outside of the pen moseyed off; he literally turned and ran
straight into one of the pen panels.
When
his brain “checks out” his eyes literally glaze over and he looks “empty.” Then when he checks back in, it is as if a
lightning bolt cracked him on the backside and his body will spring into
multiple directions at once. Watching
him loose trying to make up his mind just as to which direction in the pen or
how fast he wants to move would be stress inducing for the folks who’d want to “do
it for him.”
I
honestly believe he never was asked to think before he got here. This is not at all to nay say his owners who
specifically took their time to go slow and not rush him. The problem is their lack of experience and ability
to recognize and translate his behaviors has now led to a horse whose level of
anticipation about “anything” about to happen is pretty extreme.
But
horses are amazing… In just a few weeks he learned he could use his brain to
make decisions in a reasonable manner, participate but be respectful while
being groomed, tacked up… He learned about yielding to and following
pressure. He learned that he could move
backwards when asked. He learned how to
move one foot individually without a chaos.
He learned how to “wait.” That he
didn’t have to “flee” anytime anything more than a walk was asked of him. To literally look and think to his right and
left before he moved. To increase and
decrease his energy, to line up to the mounting block (loose), to be able to be
“sent” through obstacles on his own without mentally checking out, to push his
way through hanging tarps, to work at liberty in a 100x200 grass arena… To jump
over cavalleties, etc… And to bring himself “in” to his night pasture when his
name was literally called from the opposite end of the property.
But there
was still a very long “list” that I wanted him to learn to be reasonable
about. On that list included movement
near his legs… He’d tolerate (which did not mean I believed he was “okay” with
it) ropes swing on top of his neck, back and rump, but as they slid down to any
of his legs he’d either try to flee or slightly kick out at the rope. I’d been working his front legs in being able
to just dangle a rope to rub all over them, and then with each end of the rope
held in either hand to gently apply pressure against his leg, releasing as soon
as he “followed” the pressure I was applying.
I didn’t want to just see him physically yield his leg, but rather to
feel better about the moving, touching, etc. of his legs and feet.
And
then I walked out one morning and there was the swollen knee and upper
leg. It wasn’t extreme, but I realized
the smooth scratch about the width of my pinky I’d seen the day before, really
had a hole under it. I’ve dealt with
many wounds that turn most people’s stomachs… and this one was a pretty petite one.
So I had
an already defensive and anticipative horse, who now was 100 times more on edge
with the pain of the wound. Which meant
that even when I just stood on the side of the wound and patted his neck, he’d
try to turn his head to block me from getting anywhere near his injured leg.
This
is where revisiting the pre-established basics comes into play. Although he was pretty much dead set that
there was no way I was getting near the wound (which he communicated to me with
offerings to strike out, run backwards/sideways/forwards and considered running
me over, locking up his body so that any moment of touching he would go
straight up in the air, bracing his neck in his “got to bail” position over his
right shoulder with his left shoulder trying to “push” on my personal space to
keep me at bay, etc.
Now my
“scale” of extreme behavior is pretty crazy compared to what the average horse
person has seen, and by no means was this horse particularly “creative” in his
resistance. What really intrigued me was
the way he “held” on to his anticipation causing him to emotionally come
completely unglued mentally.
Lips
curled up and pursed, chest muscles twitching, tail wringing, neck so rigid you
could bounce a coin off of it, the whites of his eyes showing… He just knew I
was going to saw his leg off, except because of his insecurity, as his defense he
tried everything he could to avoid looking at me, thinking about where I was
asking him to stand, or staying mentally “tuned in” as I touched him (not on
the leg.)
So
each time he presented a way to “avoid” mentally addressing me, I had to get
him to “let go” of what he was trying.
It was a bit like an emotional roller coaster for him which was mirrored
with dramatic movement; he’d initially lock up, then try and have excessive
movement, then lock up, then tune in to what I was offering, and then start to take
baby mental and physical steps/movement, then would take a huge sigh or blow
his nose, and instantly all of the signs of stress and anticipation would
dissolve from his body language. Then I’d
go back to whatever I’d originally been asking, whether it was where I was
touching him, or with how much “energy”, etc.
Keep in mind my standard for him standing quietly was that I could “work
on him” with him standing ground tied (the lead rope loose on the ground.)
Although
my “goal” may have appeared to doctor his leg, it really was to help this poor
horse feel better about life. He had no
trust that I was going to help him relax.
He had no belief that I’d really “follow through” until he made a
change, which is why I believe he hung on to his extreme mental resistance for
so long. But as soon as he “let go” of
his anticipation it was like he turned to putty in my hands- literally.
Eventually
on day one I got a hose (by the way I don’t think he’d ever been hosed/bathed)
on him for twenty minutes while he stood with his head low and relaxed and with
a hind foot cocked. That afternoon I put
a sweat on his leg which involved applying ointment with a Popsicle stick (he
would have sworn it was going to be a knife), seran wrap, cotton and then vet
wrap. The irony was that he didn’t care at
all about the crinkly packaging of the vet wrap and cotton rolls or the actual
touching of his leg as I applied the bandaged.
The
next day I applied a new bandage after he’d gone through the night without one,
and the swelling was definitely going down.
I don’t work by the clock, and although initially met with the similar “the
world is going to end” resistance as the previous day’s initial session, in
less than a quarter of the time he completely relaxed and let me doctor him.
That
evening after he came in from grazing I asked him to stand (totally loose) and
I was able to approach, although for one moment he thought about fleeing the opposite
way from me, and then he took a deep sigh and stood relaxed as I undid his
bandage and inspected the wound.
On day
three of doctoring he just about put his leg in my lap to inspect; all signs of
swelling were gone as was the heat and he was totally sound.
The
next day when I actually went to “work him” his entire attitude and body language
from the start was much softer and more participative without me having to “do”
so much to get his brain with me. We
still have quite a ways to go, but it was like he realized I was there to
support him through worrisome scenarios, rather than scare him through them.
So as
much as it was on my list to gently and slowly address working around/with his
legs and desensitizing him to movement, pressure, etc., by having him get hurt,
it fast forwarded his “learning” how to be reasonable in a situation he clearly
thought was going to kill him.
Every
single one of the “tools” I used in how I communicated with his brain and then
body was through the over simplified points of yielding to pressure, directing
his brain, influencing his energy and a clarity of when something he offered
was “correct” or not the desired response.
I
could imagine many other folks attempting to “take on” a horse like him, who to
a certain extent you could probably “bully” into tolerating a scenario, but I’d
hate to imagine where that sort of interaction might lead in the long run. I’ve already witnessed a few of his “light
switch” dramatic moments, and in my mind, “challenging” a horse like this to “get
it right” is like lighting a fuse on the end of a stick of dynamite.
Over
the years I have heard quite a few stories of the “wild and crazy horse” that
of course gets hurt, and in the human’s commitment to “doctor” that horse,
where under other circumstances the human would never had spent so much time
with the horse, that the horse and human actually built a very trusting
relationship and “fixed” a lot of the horse’s initial “problems” without
realizing or trying to do so.
But all
too often people wind up being distracted and aren’t really “committed” themselves
to mentally focusing on their horse until the moment of an emergency. So instead of “waiting” for a scenario like
that, for those who don’t have an injured horse, maybe experiment with interacting
with your equine partner as if it were as important as attending to a
wound. You might be surprised by just
having the thoughts in your head how the difference in your energy and
intention will be perceived by your horse perhaps causing a change for the
better in him.
Here’s
to “TLC”,
Sam
